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16 May 2014 @ 04:29 am
I'm already there - Part 10  
Title: I'm already there
Author: jaejaelover33
Genre: Fluff, Drama, Romance
Length: Part 9/?
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Possible cursing
Summary: Jaejoong is seventeen, living in Japan with his parents and his eight older sisters. His grades in school are excellent and he wants to be a singer after he graduates. Yunho is his boyfriend, a tall, tan, handsome boy whom he loves with his entire heart. They are perfect for each other, the perfect couple... the only problem is that Yunho lives in an entirely different country, Korea, and they have never actually met in person.


The soft thud of the door closing behind him, in that split second of time, somehow made this moment seem all the more real. He could feel the gut-wrenching anxiety building up in his chest, and at the same time butterflies had taken over his stomach. Jaejoong held onto the doorknob and looked down at his feet. He could feel Yunho's eyes on him, but he couldn't look up.

Yunho looked good. He'd only seen him for a second through the blinds before he opened the door, but that was enough for Jaejoong to feel flustered. His cheeks were a bright shade of pink and he felt goosebumps rising on his arms.

How long ago had he called Yunho? It was so bright even without the sun. It could only be around five o'clock. The sun wouldn't rise for another two hours at least.


His voice rang out through the silence of the two. The only thing that separated them now was a short flight of stairs. Jaejoong felt his body stiffen and he stayed looking down. Meeting Yunho's eyes was a frightening thought. He'd come so far already, standing like a block of ice in front of Junsu's house, but every nerve inside him screamed for him to retreat back into the warm non-terrifying comfort of his bed. There, you saw me. Can I go back inside now? He wanted to say, but wouldn't that be too cruel?

Jaejoong pressed his back against the door. He was too scared to look up, but he could hear Yunho shuffling through the snow. He was coming closer, almost to the porch steps. How long did he have before Yunho was right in front of him? A few seconds? A lump was forming in his throat and Jaejoong felt like he was suffocating.

Moments before he had been so ready, but in the heat of the moment, and after seeing Yunho in those jeans, his confidence deflated. He wasn't ready anymore. It felt like it was coming on too fast, Yunho was getting closer to him and all he felt like doing was running away. Jaejoong didn't want to look at Yunho. He didn't want to see his kind eyes looking back at him, and he couldn't help feeling guilty about it.

"Jae, I'm going to come up now, okay?" Yunho spoke, almost like he was afraid to hurt Jaejoong's feelings. Or maybe as if he were talking to a child.

You shouldn't have told me, Yunho. Jaejoong thought to himself. His heart was beating so fast in his chest, he raised a hand to feel it. Telling me what you're going to do just makes me feel more scared. He grimaced at the way that Yunho had spoken to him, like he was so fragile. It made no sense at all to the blonde teenager, why Yunho was always so patient with him.

Jaejoong heard Yunho's boots make contact with the first step, the second, the third. He squeezed his eyes shut tight, and opened them quickly. Jaejoong's eyes settled on Yunho's, just as the younger of the two reached the top of the stairs. Yunho looked down at him, the corners of his mouth raised high to form a bright smile, as their gazes interlocked. "Hello, Jaejoong." He whispered.

Jaejoong exhaled, keeping his eyes on Yunho's, he smiled back. Because, well, Yunho's smile was really contagious. His heart was trying to jump out of his chest, and the butterflies in his stomach had multiplied. On top of all of that, he felt sort of... Happy.

Yunho reached into his pocket and pulled out what appeared to be a ball of cloth. He chuckled softly and looked down at what he was holding. To Jaejoong's astonishment, Yunho's cheeks turned pink as he handed the ball of cloth to him. Jaejoong took it from him and bowed his head in appreciation.

"It's gloves." Yunho muttered, looking back up and meeting Jaejoong's eyes again. "I knew you would forget to wear some."

Jaejoong looked down at his own hands and just like Yunho had predicted he wasn't wearing any gloves. How did he know?

He didn't know what to say to Yunho. Saying thank you would seem so... typical. This was anything but an ordinary situation. Instead, looking back up at Yunho's flushed cheeks, he laughed. It was a weird feeling, meeting somebody special for the first time. Jaejoong couldn't do anything but laugh as he accepted Yunho's gloves. It was a lot more than just something to keep his hands warm, it was Jaejoong's proof that everything he'd been so worried about was just his own doubts. Yunho was an amazing person over webcam and over the phone. He turned out to be a better guy in person.

Yunho smiled, as if he knew what Jaejoong was thinking. He probably did. "So, you're not going to hug me?"

Jaejoong looked away from Yunho, the heat returning to his cheeks again. So fast, it was already time to... touch him. He smiled at the ground and clutched the gloves in his hand tightly.

Yunho smirked. "You don't want to?"

Biting his lip, the oldest of the couple found Yunho's eyes again and he grinned. Jaejoong pulled himself away from the door and he stood up straight in front of the man of his dreams. "Of course I want to."

Yunho beamed. He opened his arms wide, and Jaejoong fell into them. His arms melted around Jaejoong's slim waist and he nestled his head between the crook of his neck. The blondes arms were around his shoulders, their chests pressed together. So close. Yunho's heartbeat quickened as he held Jaejoong. He smelled sweet, like vanilla. Yunho was enticed. He wrapped his arms tighter around the boy. Jaejoong's head rested on his shoulder and they stayed for a few long moments. The world could have disappeared around them and they wouldn't have noticed, they were swept away.

The minutes passed by and they pulled apart, smiling at each other like fools.

"Jae," Yunho whispered, grabbing Jaejoong's hand in his own. "Come with me, I want to take you somewhere."


Bundled up in their hats, coats, gloves, and boots, Yunho and Jaejoong trudged through the snow. "Is it far?" Jaejoong asked, his now glove clad hand grasping firmly to Yunho's own as he fell behind. Walking through snow was never his specialty.

"No, but I can carry you if you want." Yunho smirked, looking back at Jaejoong.

Flustered, Jaejoong looked away, his cheeks bright red. "That's.. That's okay. I can walk." He smiled and avoided eye contact. Yunho chuckled.

"Look." The taller of the two announced as he pointed ahead of them. Jaejoong looked up and followed his finger.

"A park?" He answered.

Yunho nodded. "Yes, come on!" He pulled on Jaejoong's hand, rushing them forward. He felt so happy to be pulled along somewhere with Yunho, nothing to do but spend time together. This will be the moment he treasures for the rest of his life. Time felt like it was moving in slow motion as Yunho tugged him along, laughing. He felt like a kid, except for the quick beating of his heart for the handsome boy in front of him.

"I want to show you something." Yunho smiled back at Jaejoong. The pebbles of the park foundation crunched beneath their feet. Jaejoong chuckled as he followed him. Through their gloves, he could feel like warmth and the shape of Yunho's hand. He had never held hands with a lover before. It felt like his hand was completely connected with his heart. It fluttered in his chest over and over again. Jaejoong never knew he could feel this way.

Yunho stopped suddenly and turned around to face Jaejoong. "Here." He breathed, taking both of the blonde boys hands in his own. "This slide, I've always wanted to take you here."

Jaejoong looked at the slide Yunho was referring to. It was a simple tunnel slide, a big one though. Much wider than any other he'd seen before. Out of breath from being dragged nearly the entire way there, Jaejoong huffed, "A slide? Why?"

Yunho laughed, his eyes glistening in the light of moon. "Because this slide is special to me. I used to come here all the time when I was younger." He looked at Jaejoong and smiled. "And because whenever I thought of meeting you for the first time, for some reason I always thought of here."

Jaejoong's gaze softened and he smiled back at Yunho, still catching his breath. "How did you think it would be when you thought about bringing me here?" He questioned.

Without warning Yunho pulled away briefly, climbing into the end of the tunnel slide. He reached out to grabbed Jaejoong's hand and he pulled gently, leading the boy to follow him inside. Jaejoong laughed and let Yunho pull him.

For being such an over sized tunnel slide, there really wasn't a lot of room for two people to sit without being pressed against each other. Jaejoong folded his legs up to his chest and encircled them with his arms, his right side pressed firmly against Yunho's left. Yunho looked down at him and grinned, his legs stretched out over the edge of the slide.

Jaejoong smiled back, head rested on his knees.

"This is it. This is what I pictured all this time. Sitting in this tunnel slide, with you." Yunho looked pleased, grinning ear to ear. "I can't believe this moment is actually happening. I know it probably seems silly to be so happy about being in a tunnel slide with you. I'm sorry if it's weird. It's just something I've thought about for so long."

As he watched Yunho chatter on about being here, an overwhelming feeling started growing inside of Jaejoong. Like a well of happiness, or pure glee just waiting to spill over. It was a feeling way different from any other happiness he'd experienced before. Yunho was this amazing guy that for some reason loved him. Love, the word sounded so strange in Jaejoong's mind, now that Yunho was sitting right next to him. Yunho loved him. He knew it, even without being told in person. It was really easy to see, and Jaejoong felt stupid for doubting it in the first place.

Yunho was tall, tan, and extremely good looking. He was kind hearted and patient, two things Jaejoong admired the most. Yunho knew how to talk to him, how to melt his outer shell and bring him to life. Jaejoong was so grateful for this moment, as he listned to Yunho's voice and he smiled.

The blonde reached out to touch Yunho's arm. The younger stopped talked, looking down at him with inquiring eyes. "Is something wrong?"

Jaejoong smiled. "No." He looked at Yunho, meeting eyes with him and all he could see looking back was love. "Yunho, I love you."

A/N: hey guys :) I know, this may seem rushed. I tried so hard with this part to make it great. I hope it meets your long awaited expectations. I love you :3
shawtybaby13hikikomori on May 16th, 2014 01:29 pm (UTC)
This is just so perfect!!! They are soooo cuuuuuute! It's amazing how Yunho knows Jae so well without meeting him in person. I can't wait to see what happens next! :)) ♥♥♥♥♥
pandaseatpockypandaseatpocky on May 18th, 2014 12:17 am (UTC)
I'm so happy you like it :) I'm going to try and update as soon as possible.
snow_meowsnow_meow on May 16th, 2014 02:22 pm (UTC)
Yunho's first date place is so sweet.
pandaseatpockypandaseatpocky on May 18th, 2014 12:18 am (UTC)
I think so too :)
donuddonud on May 16th, 2014 05:03 pm (UTC)
ooh you guys! kiss already LOL

see JJ ah.. your scared is just silly.. you are happy can meet YH hhahhaha
pandaseatpockypandaseatpocky on May 18th, 2014 12:18 am (UTC)
Don't worry too much, a kiss is in the near future :)
arekooneyjm_yjarekooneyjm_yj on May 16th, 2014 05:16 pm (UTC)
i just found this story..and i read it all in one night..finally,they have met..omg..seriously,both of them are so sweet..now,i really feel like i have to find a boyfriend..keke~

btw,update soon ne ^_^
pandaseatpockypandaseatpocky on May 18th, 2014 12:20 am (UTC)
Awe, I'm so happy to have you as a new reader :) I'll update soon :)
jj_luverjj_luver on May 16th, 2014 06:32 pm (UTC)
*squeals* FINALLY!!!
I was expecting a kiss though :c lol
But overall it's so sweet and fluffy I almost died<3
More mooore! *▽*
pandaseatpockypandaseatpocky on May 18th, 2014 12:22 am (UTC)
The kiss is coming! :) look for the next part, it will be coming soon :)
골든 레이디 ♥~adi0915 on May 17th, 2014 12:49 am (UTC)
Gah, the fluff :'D
pandaseatpockypandaseatpocky on May 18th, 2014 12:22 am (UTC)
Hehehe :)
carissajaan30 on May 18th, 2014 06:04 am (UTC)
Just found your story and read it all so far<3 it's so cute! Really sweet<3
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on May 18th, 2014 10:52 am (UTC)
I'm so happy you like it :)
tapzztapzz on May 18th, 2014 09:21 am (UTC)
This is soo beautiful...yunho is absolutely perfect...and jj is so cute n shy..this fic is adorable.
Cnt wait for the next chapter..plzzzzz update soon..

tapzztapzz on May 18th, 2014 09:30 am (UTC)
Hey there..this fic is just so adorable..yunho is absolutely perfect..and jj is so cute n shy..in luv with this fic.
Cnt wait for the next chapter...plzz update soon..^_^^_^

jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on May 18th, 2014 10:52 am (UTC)
I'll update soon :) thank you, I'm glad you like it :)
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on May 18th, 2014 10:51 am (UTC)
Just to clear up any possible confusion, pandasestpocky is my other account. I accidentally replied to all of your comments while logged in on that account, hahaha :)
tapzztapzz on May 18th, 2014 04:28 pm (UTC)
well...no need to say thnks..u have a great talent..n this fic is pretty goood...i like this fic very much...actually i've been a silent reader ..but after this chapter i cudn't help myself...and cmntd..hope u didnt mind...:) :)
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on May 22nd, 2014 09:50 am (UTC)
Thank you so much for your compliment :) You're so kind <3 I appreciate your comments very much.
tapzztapzz on May 22nd, 2014 01:20 pm (UTC)
Hey there..no need to say thnx at all..u hv a grt talent..its us who should say thnx that u r sharing such wonderful fics..which satisfies our (wat shud i say)..cravings???...hihihihi...:D:D;);)
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on May 22nd, 2014 02:28 pm (UTC)
Hehehe :3 well, I do appreciate all feedback and the compliments are surely welcomed :) <3