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10 December 2009 @ 09:52 pm
[fic] the way we change - part 11  

Title: The way we change
Author: jaejaelover33
Rating: PG
Pairing: YunJae,
Genre: angst, drama
Length: 11/?
Summary: Yunho is the popular kid, the one everyone looks up to. The one everyone worships and chases after. He lives normally, as normal as any jock could. But when the new kid comes to school, Kim Jaejoong, life as he knew it stops, hits reverse, and turns Yunho's world upside down.
1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10

It was hard cleaning Jaejoong's wounds, I didn't want to hurt him. I had to be really careful and it was difficult to stare at them, imagining the pain he must have felt, physically and emotionally. I cringed.

I couldn't let my mother see us, all the gashes and bruises on Jaejoong's back, but I also couldn't make her suspicious. I knew she already was, but that kind of suspicion could be explained more easily. I sighed with my thoughts and took the cloth I had stolen from the kitchen when I went to get the few sandwiches and dabbed it lightly against the final untreated scabby gash on Jaejoong's back. He didn't flinch this time and I smiled at his strength.

"All done," I whispered and threw the alcohol covered cloth onto my bedside table. I waited until he turned to me, reaching for his shirt, to smile at him. "Do you feel any better?"

Jaejoong smiled back at me weakly. "Yeah. My back feels more.." He paused, smiling with more energy. "Clean."

I chuckled and leaned forward to kiss him lightly on the lips. "You're cute, Jae."


"Yunho!" Yoochun shouted into my house. "Yunho, where are you? You're an asshole, you know that?!" Yoochun reached my door, his voice louder than I had tolerance for. He opened my door and frowned when he saw Jaejoong sleeping beside me, his head close to my lap.

"Jeez, Chun. What's your problem?" I asked, angrily. He didn't answer me, only looked down at Jaejoong apologetically even though the sleeping man couldn't see him. I shook my head.

"That guy can sleep." He commented, but brushed the thought off, returning to his anger, but thankfully more hushed this time. "Where were you after lunch? I looked for you everywhere! You'll never guess what happened!" He whispered excitedly, grabbing my arm like a little kid and flopping it in front of my face as if I couldn't see it.

I pulled my arm away and looked at him, waiting silently for him to continue. It took him a moment to take the hint, but soon he started talking again.

"Alright, I was at lunch today, just eating innocently and-"

I scoffed. As if Yoochun could be innocent. He looked at me for a moment but didn't seem to care, continuing on with his story.

"and Junsu came up to me with his lunch and sat down beside me like he usually does. I looked at him and I was like, 'Hey, Su, what are you doing today?' and guess what he said?"

A smile worked it's way to my lips. Of course, Junsu was the reason Yoochun was so excited. "I don't know," I whispered to him, my fingers absentmindedly finding the silky strands of Jaejoong's hair close to my lap. "He asked you out on a date?"

Yoochun frowned, but then smiled again after a second of thinking. "Well, no. But something better!"

I shrugged. "He.. kissed you?"

Yoochun sighed. "God Yunho! Is everything about kissing to you? Junsu told me he likes me! Like.. he like likes me!"

My eyes widened. "Seriously? No he didn't!" I sounded like a little, gossiping girl, didn't I? Yeah, but it was shocking damn it! Yoochun had liked Junsu since.. Forever, and Junsu finally admitted liking him back.

Yoochun nodded vigorously. "Yeah he did, I was shocked, too."

"What did you say to him?" I asked, curious beyond what I could stand.

Yoochun's smile fell. "Well you see," He said, his voice lowering dramatically in volume as he looked down at the floor. "I told him.. I told him that I would have to talk to him later about it., because.. Changmin came to the table."

"Oh," I mumbled, understanding the position he had been in. Changmin liked him, and as rough as Yoochun appeared he was still very gently and caring for people's feelings "Well, when are you going to talk to him, become his boyfriend and stuff? Shouldn't you be with him now?"

"That's kind of one of my problems, becoming his boyfriend." Yoochun looked up at me, sadness dominating his expression. "After the truth or dare game.. I .. After Changmin admitted his feelings for me, I felt kind of bad for him and Junsu had said he didn't like me, so I just thought that Changmin was adorable and I would just go out with him, because to be honest I do like him. But, now Junsu likes me and I've liked him for so long and-" Yoochun put his hand on his forehead, pushing back his bangs with frustration. "Aish, Yunho I don't know what to do!"

I Sighed, taking in the crazy life Yoochun had just told me in only a few breaths. He was in a pickle, I can tell you that. I reached my free hand out, the hand that wasn't petting Jaejoong like a kitten, and laid it on his shoulder. "Chun, you've gotten yourself into trouble."

"Thanks," Yoochun said, sarcastically. "I need help, Yun! What do I do?"

"I couldn't tell you, Chun. You just have to think about who you like more, who you think will be better for you." I know, deep right? Didn't I say I wasn't a deep person before? Did I just contradict myself?

Yoochun looked away from me, his eyes falling on Jaejoong's sleeping form. He sighed and shook his head, as if shaking away the conversation we had just had from his thoughts. "Hmm, so what did you guys do today? Why did you leave school early?"

I smiled and looked down at Jaejoong. "It was just.." I couldn't tell hm about Jaejoong's back, about his mother. "I needed to straighten some things out with him." I said, the answer being true in it's own way.

Yoochun's eyes held some kind of sense of knowing, and it scared me a little. "I see. Is he alright?"

I felt kind of touched that Yoochun actually cared about Jaejoong, but Yoochun cared about everyone... Almost. "Yeah, he's fine now. We just needed to work a few things out, but everything's fine.. for now."

Yoochun smiled all of the sudden, leaning close to me on his knees. "Yunho, do you love Jaejoong?"

A/N: *Sigh* I feel like this chapter fails. I started late and it kind of turned out crappy. :[ I hope it was still alright. I'm getting there, to the epicness of this FF, don't worry bb's. I'm trying really hard on this so please bare with me.

I'll update tomorrow, promise. I kinda had to push myself, like really hard, to write today, but I did it! I know it sucks and it's short, but I really don't feel well and I'm kind of stressing over finals now. They're next week TT_TT

Comments help so much! Please, bb's just tell me if I'm doing alright. Even a little.. I love you all! See ya tomorrow with another update, and a lovely, long, author's note from me :[ (Sorry. I know they're unnecessary x_x)

dilovesyunjaedilovesyunjae on December 11th, 2009 04:28 am (UTC)
ohhh.....yes, yun loves jae.
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on December 11th, 2009 05:03 am (UTC)
:D ♥
ting5ting5 on December 11th, 2009 04:40 am (UTC)
ahh we all know Yunho loves Jae but will he say it...sighi feel bad for Min but i'm all rooting for Yoosu...

dont overstress yourself ^^ good luck in your finals
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on December 11th, 2009 05:05 am (UTC)
Haha. Let's hope Yunho can :]
I feel bad for Minnie, too, (being a YooMin fan, as I am) but we will see what happens soon :D

Thanks for your concern, bb. And thanks so much~♥♥
ting5ting5 on December 11th, 2009 05:21 am (UTC)
^^ i'll wait and see what you decide to do *huggles*
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on December 11th, 2009 05:28 am (UTC)
I honestly don't know what i'm going to do yet. Is that bad?

*huggles you back* ♥
ting5ting5 on December 11th, 2009 11:23 am (UTC)
aww dont worry too much, it's nt that bad..all i can say is dont rush yourself, i'm sure ideas will come to you soon ^^
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on December 12th, 2009 07:36 am (UTC)
I hope so :]
-» καтħʁиvanillaicex3 on December 11th, 2009 04:59 am (UTC)
WHY IS MY LJ NOTIFICATIONS LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:( -angry-
-stomps the spot-
-» καтħʁи: :D?vanillaicex3 on December 11th, 2009 05:01 am (UTC)
-prance prance prance-
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on December 11th, 2009 05:08 am (UTC)
I'm sorry for your malfunctioning LJ :[
Do you want me to save you a spot from now on?

Haha, yesh he does~♥
-» καтħʁиvanillaicex3 on December 11th, 2009 05:11 am (UTC)
It happened like that on my birthday o_o', so weird.
The notifications come minutes, hours, days later ~~~
:3, it's okay >_< it's fun to grab spots XD.

jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on December 11th, 2009 05:14 am (UTC)
That's very strange. My LJ has been strange lately , too :(
Okie dokie then, bb~ :D

-» καтħʁиvanillaicex3 on December 11th, 2009 05:18 am (UTC)
:(, this is the first time I've ever experienced the strangeness of LJ.
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on December 11th, 2009 05:21 am (UTC)
Yeah, Me too. It's doing some crazy stuff :[
-» καтħʁиvanillaicex3 on December 11th, 2009 05:22 am (UTC)
o_o", I hope it's not that crazy >_
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on December 11th, 2009 05:27 am (UTC)
It's just the font deal and comments I get will show up in the thing below the inbox thing (lol, that sounded stupid) but it won't say I have any new messages. It's just kinda weird. :D
My Obsession, My Love, My  YunJaemoon1084 on December 11th, 2009 05:19 am (UTC)
man i am really really curious as to why jae's mom does this to him? i hope yunho can find the answers. that sleeping scene with yunho and jj was so effing adorable. i can seriously picture yunho caressing jj like that while chun is all ranting it out lol

ooh finals and u are here updating?? dont worry about updating. we can wait for you even though it will be hard.
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on December 11th, 2009 05:25 am (UTC)
Yunho will figure it all out :]
Haha, I thought it was cute, too. It's the kind of moments I love the most, the simple ones :D

I feel bad now when I don't update, keeping you all waiting like that. Don't worry, I'll make it :]

But, Omg! I just noticed how adorable your icon is! *feels blind for not seeing it before* It's like, the best thing ever!~♥
My Obsession, My Love, My  YunJaemoon1084 on December 11th, 2009 05:29 am (UTC)
lol thanks! it was part of a seasons set of yunjae bookmarks my friend got me so i just scanned it and made it into an icon. this summer one was my brother's and mine's personal fav.
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on December 11th, 2009 05:31 am (UTC)
Aww, your so lucky to have YunJae bookmarks *is jealous*
Omo, your brothers a YunJae fan? ♥
My Obsession, My Love, My  YunJae: sunglasses jaemoon1084 on December 11th, 2009 05:38 am (UTC)
yea he shares his straight man's pov (i have to mention he is straight *Rolls eyes*) about them to me
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on December 11th, 2009 05:41 am (UTC)
lol. I wish my brother was like that, but he thinks TVXQ are stupid all together. :[
My Obsession, My Love, My  YunJae: where my ho atmoon1084 on December 11th, 2009 05:52 am (UTC)
he loves dbsk! yoochun is apparently his "player" role model. lol i burnt him a cd of my mirotic and his friends loved it too. *Spreads the dbsk fever*
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on December 12th, 2009 07:37 am (UTC)
Haha, fanboys are cool. :D
cHiidb_sarang on December 11th, 2009 06:17 am (UTC)
stupid classes, stupid professors, stupid homework~~!!! -cries in corner-

Why is my lj notification being bitchy-bitchy with me again??????????? -throwing tantrum-

Goddess, Yun..
just confess already, will ya?
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on December 12th, 2009 07:39 am (UTC)
*cries with you*!!

Lol. Gackt.
LJ is being bitchy with everyone I think. I don't know what's going on :[

Yunho should confess. Let's hope he won't be stubborn. :D
Auroranericia on December 13th, 2009 10:08 pm (UTC)
Yoochun is really in trouble, it is really hard too choose ;)
I really wonder about Yun's answer...but we already knew that, right? ^^
kittyyunjae501: pic#110069259kittyyunjae501 on April 26th, 2011 10:34 pm (UTC)
ohh,dear no..thiis chap no fail n all chap u mad bo fail^^

uhmm so
yoochun like junsu or changmin more?
Actually i like yoomin xDD
But ofc i like yoosu too xDD