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29 March 2009 @ 12:02 am
[FIC] Why don't you stay? - Drabble  

Title: Why don't you stay?
Author: jaejaelover33
Genre: Drama, Angst, Fluff
Length: Drabble, cause it's shortish.
summary: Jaejoong wants Yunho to stay.


"What does she have that I don't have?"

Yunho looked up from their conjoined hands. "What do you mean, Joongie?"

Jaejoong blinked back his tears. "Why do you always leave me? Every single time she calls you. Why don't you just stay?"

Yunho looked away from Jaejoong's eyes. "She's my wife, Jaejoong. I can't just not go."

"Why not?" The raven haired boy asked, his lower lip quivering.

Yunho glanced up pathetically. "Jaejoong, sweetie. I want to stay with you. But I can't. She'll suspect something if I do."

Jaejoong nodded and stared down at the sheets. "OK." He said, his voice breaking. He pushed his sobs back into his throat. "Then go."

Yunho let go of Jaejoong's hands and pushed his chin up for a goodbye kiss, but Jaejoong leaned away. "I don't want to do this anymore." He said and scooted away from Yunho. "I don't want to be part of a one sided love."

Yunho sat back on his heels. "Jaejoong, you're not. I love you and you know that." He reached to take Jaejoong's hands again, but Jaejoong stood up.

"You should leave now. She'll get worried." Jaejoong said. He saw the sorrow in Yunho's eyes, and his tears came out and drenched his cheeks. He rubbed them of his face with the back of his hand.

"Are we over?" Yunho asked. "Forever?"

Jaejoong looked at the closed bedroom door. "Yes." He answered, and felt his heart beat rejectingly. He ignored it. "Get out."

Yunho stared at him for a moment, trying not to let Jaejoong's words sink in. Jaejoong can't leave me.

He crawled across the bed to where Jaejoong was standing. Yunho stood up and pushed the smaller boy against the wall with his body, trapping him with his arms.

"Jaejoong, you can't leave me." He whispered, bringing his hand up to caress Jaejoong's cheek. "I love you."

"Then why are you leaving me?" Jaejoong growled back. "If you love me so much, why are you leaving me for her?"

Yunho wrapped his arm around Jaejoong's tiny waist, bringing him close to his chest. "Jaejoong, please understand. I love you. But I am married. It's not that I love her more than you. Never will I. But I do care for her. I don't want to hurt her like that."

Jaejoong nuzzled his face into Yunho's shoulder. "So you'd rather hurt me?" It came out a muffled whisper.

Yunho felt his heart break. "It's not on purpose sweetheart." He whispered. "The last thing I ever want to do is hurt you."

Jaejoong didn't respond. He stayed quiet, face buried in the nape of Yunho's neck. Yunho stroked his back caringly, rubbing his cheek gently over the shorter boys hair.

"You're an idiot Yunho." Jaejoong whispered into Yunho's neck. He kissed him there once, then looked up. "I love you, but soon you have to choose. I can't live like this much longer. I either want you all to myself, or none of you."

They stared into each others eyes. Yunho nodded. "Then I'll choose. Right now."

Both of them looked down at the bedside table when Yunho's phone started vibrating. Yunho reached for it to answer the call.

"Hi, honey." He mumbled into the hand phone. Jaejoong heard faint murmuring coming from the other line.

"Yeah, um, I'll be home in a minute."

Jaejoong's heart stopped. He chose her.

Yunho flipped his phone closed and reached for his pants on the floor. "Um, I have to leave now Jaejoong."

The smaller male nodded, pressing his back against the wall. He didn't utter a word.

After finding all his clothing and dressing himself, Yunho stood up again. He looked at Jaejoong, backed up against the wall like it were his only source of support. Then he smiled.

"I'll be back soon, baby." He said, peeling Jaejoong off the wall, pullign him into his arms. He kissed his temple before turning around to leave. Jaejoong followed him.

"You'll be back?" Jaejoong asked.

Yunho stopped at the front door and turned to face his lover. "Yeah. You want me to come back, right?"

Jaejoong cocked his head to the side. "Yeah, but.."

Yunho covered Jaejoong's lips with his finger. "I'm going to tell her, sweetie." He said, then turned to leave again, not saying another word.

A smile graced the pretty boy's lips.

A/N : Mwahaha. I have been planning to write this for months. And I have finaly done it. And I have to say, it turned out almost exactly how I pictured it. Except not as long. I wish it was longer. But I think I got my thoughts down. But I'm not going to continue this. I have so many other things to do. It's up to you to make up the rest ^_^
It's 1:30 in the morning here, and I am tired as crap.
My cat just ate a peice of tape. I thought he was going to die. And earlier, he broke my oust. Darn him. I like oust.
My puppy likes to eat things. Like people's feet.
Anyway. Please comment. They're are my oxygen.
Sayonnara. I love you guys.

P.S. My cat's name is Niko.. And he just licked a box.

Current Location: In a box
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: DBSK - Always there
Ethel Inarú: Yunjae 2eiira on March 29th, 2009 06:49 am (UTC)
aww he chosed jae!! yay!!! i wonder why he hadnt done that some time ago!!
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on March 29th, 2009 06:54 am (UTC)
Hehe, Yunnie's a baka. ^_^
Thank you for the comment
clocktowers don't tell time: C.M [simple things are never simple]tftcproductions on March 29th, 2009 06:54 am (UTC)
Thank you so much for not making it sad ^^. I disliked the song because when you told me "Think of it to Yunjae!" and I did... I cried.

Its good, and happy (*victory pelvic thrust*). I love you.
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on March 29th, 2009 06:55 am (UTC)
Yeah, and you thought I was gonna make it a sad ending. It's like you don't even know me.
Jellopinksparkles14 on March 29th, 2009 11:41 am (UTC)
Awwwww sweet and so much love. <333

Added to memories.
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on March 29th, 2009 06:17 pm (UTC)
Aww thank you ^_^
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jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on March 29th, 2009 06:17 pm (UTC)
So do I ^_^
choikang: b/stagepawshingo on March 29th, 2009 04:36 pm (UTC)
'I don't want to hurt her. So you rather hurt me?' I love that line! It's a nice, short fic. No indecision, hesitations, just make up your mind and choose fic!
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on March 29th, 2009 06:18 pm (UTC)
Thank you, very very much.
~♥Hope to the End. Always Keep the Faith♥~chloe1910 on March 30th, 2009 08:42 am (UTC)
I feel so bad for Yunho's wife but i do agree that Yunho has to choose either one of them.

I hoep you'll give this a sequel?
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on March 30th, 2009 11:57 pm (UTC)
Hehe, he loves Joongie more.
And, ahh, I don't know about a sequel. All I can say is maybe. but no promises.
hmong_g on March 30th, 2009 11:08 pm (UTC)
Yaaa~! Yunnie choose Joongie!
So happie!
But then again I feel bad for Yunnies wifey.
Oh well. :)
I liked this fic. ^^
So sweet.
Thanks for not making it a sad one. ^^
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on March 30th, 2009 11:58 pm (UTC)
Of course he chooses Joongie.
Yeah, yunnie's wife won't be too thrilled, but hey, it's YunJae.
Thank you, and I could never split YunJae up.
hmong_g on March 31st, 2009 12:11 am (UTC)
I kno huh.
We'll can't wait to read more of yur fics. ^^
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on March 31st, 2009 02:22 am (UTC)
Aww, comments like that make me happy ^_^
hmong_g on March 31st, 2009 02:29 am (UTC)
Aww yur welcome. ^^
shouichishouichi on March 31st, 2009 03:02 pm (UTC)
aWwwww...Sweeeeet~~~~~I know it's one shot, but I want more than one shot^^
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on March 31st, 2009 09:17 pm (UTC)
All I can say is maybe. I have a lot of stuff to finish before I come back to this.
Thank you!~ ^_^
Bluebluemonkeyrain on December 24th, 2009 02:30 am (UTC)
Ohhh. I don't know if you know but this fic reminds me of the song, Sugarland - Stay, if you haven't heard it before you should because the song relates to this fic so much! Here's the link if you never heard the song before. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zPG1n1B0Ydw

I'm so happy Yunnie chose Jae! <3
jaejaelover33jaejaelover33 on December 24th, 2009 03:27 am (UTC)
This fiction is actually based on that song. Haha, I'm glad somebody knows it though! Thanks a lot, bb!
Bluebluemonkeyrain on December 25th, 2009 04:20 am (UTC)
omg, I got it right? I feel so smart now! x]
ceciblackcherriess on July 30th, 2010 06:11 am (UTC)
for a moment i thought this is going to end with a broken yunjae so *big hug*! thankyou for giving them a happy ending(: i do feel bad for his wife but ermmmm at least she won't be kept in the dark any longer and well, yunho has made his decision..it's lovely that jaejoong wants him to choose cuz otherwise he might just be suffering in silence everytime yunho leaves to return to his wife!